SOMETIMES COME

I think i’ve come close but haven’t gotten there yet, i keep a distance from these kinds of things, not because i think it’s anything but beautiful to have but because i understand that i’m not ready yet, i am not yet able to give my potential partner everything that they do deserve, i am getting there though, i am working on myself and i hope someday I do feel good enough to get out and let my feelings flow, , quietly remember him in the dark and hope and only hope that he is okay, living his best life❤️
putting this out in the universe of the internet, buried deep somewhere far away from everyone that i nearly loved and immensely care for.

I miss you so much right now. I wish I could tell you everything I have in my mind, everything in my heart. Every worries I have but I just can’t. Because I feel as if I’m not as important as I thought I was to you. You’re one of the greatest thing that ever happened to me. I may not know where to stand in your life right now and I might be waiting just to get hurt at the end but whatever happens between us two I wish you the best. I wish you all the happiness you deserve beby. I love you.

He was my friend my brother my lover everything to me I loved him so much that sometimes I gone crazy she love me yes but not like I love him she broke my heart she left me when I needed the most and when i realized that she’s not the best for me , as much I love him she will never knoe that, and when I leave I felt like another part die with that love, right now I smile just to avoid question like you don’t mis him to be happy, I cant see him and it,s hurt like hell