SOMETIMES COME

I think i’ve come close but haven’t gotten there yet, i keep a distance from these kinds of things, not because i think it’s anything but beautiful to have but because i understand that i’m not ready yet, i am not yet able to give my potential partner everything that they do deserve, i am getting there though, i am working on myself and i hope someday I do feel good enough to get out and let my feelings flow, , quietly remember him in the dark and hope and only hope that he is okay, living his best life❤️
putting this out in the universe of the internet, buried deep somewhere far away from everyone that i nearly loved and immensely care for.

I miss you so much right now. I wish I could tell you everything I have in my mind, everything in my heart. Every worries I have but I just can’t. Because I feel as if I’m not as important as I thought I was to you. You’re one of the greatest thing that ever happened to me. I may not know where to stand in your life right now and I might be waiting just to get hurt at the end but whatever happens between us two I wish you the best. I wish you all the happiness you deserve beby. I love you.

He was my friend my brother my lover everything to me I loved him so much that sometimes I gone crazy she love me yes but not like I love him she broke my heart she left me when I needed the most and when i realized that she’s not the best for me , as much I love him she will never knoe that, and when I leave I felt like another part die with that love, right now I smile just to avoid question like you don’t mis him to be happy, I cant see him and it,s hurt like hell

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Nama saya Alex Sima Karurukan, lahir di Tana Toraja, 28 Desember 1997. anak keketiga dari tiga bersaudara. Kedua orang tuanya berprofesi sebagai PETANI dan sejak saya masih remaja saya memberanikan diri merantau meninggalkan Tanah kelahiran saya untuk mengejar pendidikan. Semasa kecil saya pernah hidup di ladang perkebunan bersama keluarga kecilku, setiap hari kami bersama ayah mengelola kebun untuk memenuhi kehidupan kami sekeluarga saat itu. Namun itu tidak pernah membuat semangat belajar saya turun. Justru karena itulah saya semakin giat belajar dan termotivasi meraih cita-cita. saat ini saya melanjutkan pendidikan di salah satu universitas di Yogyakarta. fb : alex sima buttu karurukan ig : alex_karurukan

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